I've found a friend who died for me

Sometimes I feel that life is actually very long but yet sometimes it's very short... What should I do? Treasure your life. I have a dream, I want to change, impact and know as many people as possible. Why waste your life and play computer games? I want to leave this World with no regrets because I know I have done my best. Are you doing your best? What does your future holds? When my time is up, I want to see people smiling on my funeral. I want them to smile because I changed their lives for the better. I want to be acknowledge!

DO YOU?

Next topic, have you ever thought that if God is almighty and has absolute power why didn't he erase darkness and evil? I don't want to question God but then why did He place us on Earth? Is it a chance or test that decides whether we are going Heaven or Hell? If so, what must we do? Over the years, humans have been searching for a medium to worship. Humans were desperate to be saved. What is God? Which is the "real" God? What is our mission on Earth? There is sure to be one. I believe that everything God does, there is a reason behind it. Why destroy your life? Treasure your life, don't ever regret when you look back. Life is not something to be played with like a toy, it's not yours but God's. There will be a day that He will take it back. Be prepared.

Think about it... Bye!!

YOU.

Because of you, my life turned 360 degrees.

Without you, I wouldn't know where I would be right now.

Without you, I wouldn't realise my foolish mistakes.

Without you, I wouldn't be here.

But... Who are you?

Sometimes, I love you.
Sometimes, I don't.

I use you in vain and treated you like a first-aid box but you still accepted me.

Why would you do that?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Is there a need for you to?
Looking at you suffer makes my heart break more, I would willingly be a substitute for you.

I threw you aside when you were not in my need.
You watched me from the sidelines.

You were with me all my life.

Yet, I didn't realise.
I truly don't.

And now, I see.

Though I might throw you aside again, forgive me.
forgive me.
forgive me.
forgive me.

Your love is too great. Without it, where would I be?

Your plan to love and feelings every single person shall be reached,
Someday.

In order to repay you, I am more than willing to be part of this plan.

Then again... , Who are you?

I am blinded by fogs of this world.

I can't see you clearly.

I can't remember your face.
voice.
smell.
presences.
And your love.

Someday.
Someday....
Someday, I will remember it all.

I'm sure.

Bryan Lim and Jayvel Koh came my house to skip the Rugby semi-finals. We then went for the school's drama play, it was great! AH BOON!! BOON!!! (Kenneth Chua)

After the drama, Bryan, Jayvel, Guru, Vishnu, Rohan and me lepak at my house's void deck. We suddenly hit on the topic "ghost". Freaky dude...... :D

A soccer ball appeared 100m away from where we were, Guru and Rohan went to check if it was somebody's. There was nobody, then Guru kicked it towards us. I took the first contact and played around with it. Guru then said we should take it and kicked it away, it hit a pillar and bounced to a blind spot which we couldn't see. After 10 secs, it started rolling back!!
We all freaked out!! HAHAHA (Because Bryan said about a soccerball ghost story before that occurred.)

Then, we sat down and continued with more stories. DAMN I hate Bryan's stories!
Then again, Guru said something was amiss that the pillar's shadow was moving.......
As boys, we all had goosebumps after all this occult and decided to go Mac which was more crowded.
It was then Rohan's turn at Mac. (I don't want to remember all this stories!)

Overall, it was truly fun hanging out with this people! :)
BYE! more to come... >:)

I had a great day, a miracle happened.

At 2.25pm of 4th July 2010, I kept persuading my mother to allow me to go for A R Bernard's service since morning and my mother agreed.

At 2.30pm, I left house, asked Nicholas Luo to book for me a seat and he told me to call Aaron. There was a seat for me and service was starting in 30mins.

At 2.40pm, I reached the bus stop behind my school, there was only 20mins left and the bus journey would take 30mins. I started praying and just then before I even wanted to tell God that I was in a hurry, the bus came.

I got on the bus and prayed and prayed... I looked to the sky and told God that I don't want to miss a single part of the service. That very moment, all the traffic lights thru my journey turned green. I looked around and saw that all the bus stops that the bus passed were all emptied. I knew that this was not a coincidence.

I ran the very moment I got off the bus and reached church at 3pm not missing a single part.

Prayers works wonders, it can move mountains.
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The second part..... during the service,

Dr Bernard made me think about many things.

Here is a quotation from him,

"Christians are not doormats to be stepped on."
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We were designed to renew ourselves within, but because of diseases and illness our longevity is robbed.
Adam lived a very long life because their time had a pure environment, we robbed ourselves.

Look around you, what do you see?
I see pollutions, diseases and people dying. Humans robbed themselves.
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Lastly,

A computer need firewall to prevent viruses.

If the virus manage to get pass the firewall it starts affecting programs in the computer that are beneficial.

Because of sin entering human's soul it affected us and made us impure and no longer able to reach God therefore we stop functioning and fall.

In order to be fixed we are sent to maintenance (church) to renew ourselves therefore we can function again.

Every (week) few years, the computer (we) go for maintenance (church) to get the latest version of system and firewall.

And the more we go for maintenance (church) the stronger our firewall (faith) would get and by time, there would be no virus (devil) able to affect our system (soul) but there would always be new virus (devil) lurking.

Thanks for reading once again, I decided to update because somebody said that my posts were nice. :)

Recently, I kept thinking about many things as if time stopped and all thoughts came to my mind. I don't know if anybody experience this but Kenneth Chua told me that I was acting weird. When I'm not doing anything I will tend to reflect on stuffs like the true meaning of life. After I clearly thought about it, I felt that it was all linked.

You could just jump off a building now which go against your destiny and fate. God gave us such freedom and free-will. With this freedom and free-will that He gave us there had to be a hidden meaning, I thought. A life that might not even last for 100 years, God wants us to enjoy the meaning of Life. I do not see myself sitting inside an office with a computer infront of me and rushing to head in my proposal to my boss. I would want to lead such a lifeless and meaningless life, I'm sure you don't too. Start planning what you want to do, it can be anything. I had a crazy thought of going to England and taking Manchester United's tryout after watching the news for that moment I didn't care what would happen to me if I failed to get in.

Do whatever you want to do, don't care what people might think of you. With God and the hidden strength in you nothing is impossible. Do something crazy while you are living and never give up on your dreams and goals. Hahaha that's all and I'm starting to think that I'm weird.

If it's not dengue, it would had been a very serious fever. The first day i got sick, nobody was at home and my head was heavy and spinning in all sorts of directions and in your brain something keeps telling you that you're gonna die.

I had a mosquito bite while on a train, it was so small and I didn't care much about it. Then i started to get giddy and my head was hurting a little bit. But I didn't really think much about why I was starting to feel like that. I was straight to bed after a long day and I had a weird dream.

There was a man or maybe devil in black standing around 70 meters away from me, calling out for me as if it's telling me to follow him. I knew it was not a normal dream, I fell sick on Easter Sunday and recommitted my life to God on Saturday because of backsliding in church. The devil is playing tricks on me to avoid a relationship between my God and me.

The devil wants me to return to him. But I decided to follow my Lord and He will protect me.

"World".

World is a common name for the sum of human civilization living, specifically human experience, history, or the 'human condition' in general, worldwide, i.e. anywhere on Earth.

Have you ever thought about our purpose on Earth? In this World where anything can happen, I was reflecting and asking myself about what was "Life" to me. Computer, soccer, games, school, friend??

God made a Perfect World for us, humans, alone with a body, soul and mind.
We are destroying this World that He had made.

I was thinking whether I'm going to be a leader of tomorrow, leading the World through this Fading World with causes like Global Warming.
Imagining myself in a lab as a "scientist" finding a solution for the days to come, a way to stop the World from ending.

Think, think, think, why are YOU here? To enjoy your life? To destroy it? I don't know, it's your life and my life. What is going happen after we die? Where do we go?

Make use of everyday of your life now.
Who will get the opportunity to lead our World?

If not,
Who is going to save this messed-up World?
Who?
Who?
Who?
Who?
Who?
Who?
Who................. reflect about what I just said.

Here are some images that made a impact to me after looking closely.