I've found a friend who died for me

YOU.

Because of you, my life turned 360 degrees.

Without you, I wouldn't know where I would be right now.

Without you, I wouldn't realise my foolish mistakes.

Without you, I wouldn't be here.

But... Who are you?

Sometimes, I love you.
Sometimes, I don't.

I use you in vain and treated you like a first-aid box but you still accepted me.

Why would you do that?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Is there a need for you to?
Looking at you suffer makes my heart break more, I would willingly be a substitute for you.

I threw you aside when you were not in my need.
You watched me from the sidelines.

You were with me all my life.

Yet, I didn't realise.
I truly don't.

And now, I see.

Though I might throw you aside again, forgive me.
forgive me.
forgive me.
forgive me.

Your love is too great. Without it, where would I be?

Your plan to love and feelings every single person shall be reached,
Someday.

In order to repay you, I am more than willing to be part of this plan.

Then again... , Who are you?

I am blinded by fogs of this world.

I can't see you clearly.

I can't remember your face.
voice.
smell.
presences.
And your love.

Someday.
Someday....
Someday, I will remember it all.

I'm sure.

Bryan Lim and Jayvel Koh came my house to skip the Rugby semi-finals. We then went for the school's drama play, it was great! AH BOON!! BOON!!! (Kenneth Chua)

After the drama, Bryan, Jayvel, Guru, Vishnu, Rohan and me lepak at my house's void deck. We suddenly hit on the topic "ghost". Freaky dude...... :D

A soccer ball appeared 100m away from where we were, Guru and Rohan went to check if it was somebody's. There was nobody, then Guru kicked it towards us. I took the first contact and played around with it. Guru then said we should take it and kicked it away, it hit a pillar and bounced to a blind spot which we couldn't see. After 10 secs, it started rolling back!!
We all freaked out!! HAHAHA (Because Bryan said about a soccerball ghost story before that occurred.)

Then, we sat down and continued with more stories. DAMN I hate Bryan's stories!
Then again, Guru said something was amiss that the pillar's shadow was moving.......
As boys, we all had goosebumps after all this occult and decided to go Mac which was more crowded.
It was then Rohan's turn at Mac. (I don't want to remember all this stories!)

Overall, it was truly fun hanging out with this people! :)
BYE! more to come... >:)

I had a great day, a miracle happened.

At 2.25pm of 4th July 2010, I kept persuading my mother to allow me to go for A R Bernard's service since morning and my mother agreed.

At 2.30pm, I left house, asked Nicholas Luo to book for me a seat and he told me to call Aaron. There was a seat for me and service was starting in 30mins.

At 2.40pm, I reached the bus stop behind my school, there was only 20mins left and the bus journey would take 30mins. I started praying and just then before I even wanted to tell God that I was in a hurry, the bus came.

I got on the bus and prayed and prayed... I looked to the sky and told God that I don't want to miss a single part of the service. That very moment, all the traffic lights thru my journey turned green. I looked around and saw that all the bus stops that the bus passed were all emptied. I knew that this was not a coincidence.

I ran the very moment I got off the bus and reached church at 3pm not missing a single part.

Prayers works wonders, it can move mountains.
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The second part..... during the service,

Dr Bernard made me think about many things.

Here is a quotation from him,

"Christians are not doormats to be stepped on."
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We were designed to renew ourselves within, but because of diseases and illness our longevity is robbed.
Adam lived a very long life because their time had a pure environment, we robbed ourselves.

Look around you, what do you see?
I see pollutions, diseases and people dying. Humans robbed themselves.
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Lastly,

A computer need firewall to prevent viruses.

If the virus manage to get pass the firewall it starts affecting programs in the computer that are beneficial.

Because of sin entering human's soul it affected us and made us impure and no longer able to reach God therefore we stop functioning and fall.

In order to be fixed we are sent to maintenance (church) to renew ourselves therefore we can function again.

Every (week) few years, the computer (we) go for maintenance (church) to get the latest version of system and firewall.

And the more we go for maintenance (church) the stronger our firewall (faith) would get and by time, there would be no virus (devil) able to affect our system (soul) but there would always be new virus (devil) lurking.

Thanks for reading once again, I decided to update because somebody said that my posts were nice. :)