I've found a friend who died for me

Recently, I kept thinking about many things as if time stopped and all thoughts came to my mind. I don't know if anybody experience this but Kenneth Chua told me that I was acting weird. When I'm not doing anything I will tend to reflect on stuffs like the true meaning of life. After I clearly thought about it, I felt that it was all linked.

You could just jump off a building now which go against your destiny and fate. God gave us such freedom and free-will. With this freedom and free-will that He gave us there had to be a hidden meaning, I thought. A life that might not even last for 100 years, God wants us to enjoy the meaning of Life. I do not see myself sitting inside an office with a computer infront of me and rushing to head in my proposal to my boss. I would want to lead such a lifeless and meaningless life, I'm sure you don't too. Start planning what you want to do, it can be anything. I had a crazy thought of going to England and taking Manchester United's tryout after watching the news for that moment I didn't care what would happen to me if I failed to get in.

Do whatever you want to do, don't care what people might think of you. With God and the hidden strength in you nothing is impossible. Do something crazy while you are living and never give up on your dreams and goals. Hahaha that's all and I'm starting to think that I'm weird.